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Shriveled. Like. Your. Heart.

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I'm just a ghost.
in Miscellaneous on 4/9/08
In death."I'm nowhere near perfection."  
I say as I laugh at the mirror and it's hideous image.  I try to forget all the sorrowful feelings that brought me down,  I try to force a smile but it always seems to fall back to a frown.  Inside I force myself to say, "It's okay, they're all wrong".  But still the tears appear and reappear all night long.  Flowers begin to wilt and die,  And soon more begin to arise.  I try to keep in mind there's good after the bad,  I try to remember the good times I've had.  In dreams I've painted a life worth living and I try to live it every day,  I try to block ou In death.
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Journal Entry: Mon Jun 30, 2008, 8:41 AM
Well, my digital camera broke, so no more photography for me. :sniff:
But I will try to work on some poetry soon and possibly some drawings.
But I've been busy lately and haven't had the time to write.
I am currently working on calming down more, I've been pretty mad a lot lately and stress doesn't help.
It seems like every little thing annoys me or pisses me off for no reason,not sure why but I'm working on not letting things get to me.
As some of you know Josh and I are no longer together, it happendes.
But I am with someone else. :)
So, I'm doing alright relationship wise.
Most of you that bother reading my journals are used to hearing about how depressed I was with Josh but that's all going to change.:)
Summer is almost over :sniff:
I'd really rather not go back to school but there's nothing I can do about it.
I have a big feeling that this coming school year will suck. But I guess I'll just have to see what happendes. I'm praying it all goes well though. I realized 08 has been a big year for me. Everything and everybody in my life has completely changed, for the good and for the bad. I somehow knew alot would happen this year though, and it did. But anyways about the art I will be trying to get rolling with the poetry again, not sure how soon but hopefully within the next month or so. Well, that about wraps everything up. byebye. :rose:
:glomp:~!amber!~:glomp:

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  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Atreyu-slow burn
  • Drinking: Dr.Pepper.

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 15
  • Current Residence: In my own fantasy world.
  • Interests: Music, friends, Art.
  • Favourite movie: The Crow, A Cenderella Story, What Dreams May Come.
  • Favourite band or musician: My Chemical Romance!!!:)
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, Metal, techno.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe
  • Favourite photographer: Heather Van Buskirk. :)
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod
  • Favourite game: Dance Dance revolution.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Cloud Strife of Final Fantasy ^_____^
  • Personal Quote: [Don't let me pray to be sheltered from dangers but to be fearless in facing them]
  • Tools of the Trade: Writing utencils, instruments and something that could cause alot of blood.

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~gothictweetybird11:icongothictweetybird11: 2 days 13 hours ago
lol loser. jk
i love you. :D

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"I'm melting in your eyes, like my first time, that I caught fire, please stay with me, lay with me now."
:blackrose:
~sharebear9204:iconsharebear9204: 2 days 16 hours ago
YUP. :D

--
Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
Hold me Sam,
I hunger for you.

I may not be pretty,
Or even that smart.
I promise I'll try again,
Just please take my heart.
~gothictweetybird11:icongothictweetybird11: 4 days 16 hours ago
Pervert. :P
Kidding. :glomp:

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"I'm melting in your eyes, like my first time, that I caught fire, please stay with me, lay with me now."
:blackrose:
~sharebear9204:iconsharebear9204: Jul 11, 2008, 5:08:52 PM
Yes, I would. :D

--
Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
Hold me Sam,
I hunger for you.

I may not be pretty,
Or even that smart.
I promise I'll try again,
Just please take my heart.
~gothictweetybird11:icongothictweetybird11: Jul 11, 2008, 3:51:30 PM Mood: Love
You would hehe. :P

--
"I'm melting in your eyes, like my first time, that I caught fire, please stay with me, lay with me now."
:blackrose:
~sharebear9204:iconsharebear9204: Jul 10, 2008, 11:20:28 AM
Hehe.

--
Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
Hold me Sam,
I hunger for you.

I may not be pretty,
Or even that smart.
I promise I'll try again,
Just please take my heart.
~gothictweetybird11:icongothictweetybird11: Jul 9, 2008, 12:12:42 PM
Some days. :)

--
"I'm melting in your eyes, like my first time, that I caught fire, please stay with me, lay with me now."
:blackrose:
~sharebear9204:iconsharebear9204: Jul 6, 2008, 5:11:21 PM
:rofl:
You're the perv.

--
Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
Hold me Sam,
I hunger for you.

I may not be pretty,
Or even that smart.
I promise I'll try again,
Just please take my heart.
~gothictweetybird11:icongothictweetybird11: Jul 6, 2008, 2:02:47 PM
You would you dirty pervert. :)

--
"I'm melting in your eyes, like my first time, that I caught fire, please stay with me, lay with me now."
:blackrose:
~sharebear9204:iconsharebear9204: Jul 3, 2008, 4:55:19 PM
I will. :D

--
Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
Hold me Sam,
I hunger for you.

I may not be pretty,
Or even that smart.
I promise I'll try again,
Just please take my heart.
~gothictweetybird11:icongothictweetybird11: Jul 2, 2008, 11:14:12 AM
Suck my wiener. :)

--
"I'm melting in your eyes, like my first time, that I caught fire, please stay with me, lay with me now."
:blackrose:
~sharebear9204:iconsharebear9204: Jun 30, 2008, 6:10:39 PM
Your mom's problemo.

--
Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
Hold me Sam,
I hunger for you.

I may not be pretty,
Or even that smart.
I promise I'll try again,
Just please take my heart.
~gothictweetybird11:icongothictweetybird11: Jun 27, 2008, 7:08:09 PM
no problemo. :)

--
"I'm melting in your eyes, like my first time, that I caught fire, please stay with me, lay with me now."
:blackrose:
~sharebear9204:iconsharebear9204: Jun 18, 2008, 2:21:58 PM
Thank you very much for the :+fav:'s.
:)

--
Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
Hold me Sam,
I hunger for you.

I may not be pretty,
Or even that smart.
I promise I'll try again,
Just please take my heart.
~gothictweetybird11:icongothictweetybird11: May 30, 2008, 5:08:52 AM
Your welcome boo :rose:

--
"I'm melting in your eyes, like my first time, that I caught fire, please stay with me, lay with me now."
:blackrose:
~sharebear9204:iconsharebear9204: May 28, 2008, 7:15:45 PM
Thank you very much for the :+fav:'s.
:hug:

--
Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
Hold me Sam,
I hunger for you.

I may not be pretty,
Or even that smart.
I promise I'll try again,
Just please take my heart.
~gothictweetybird11:icongothictweetybird11: May 27, 2008, 7:42:41 PM
you welcome.
ily too boo.

--
"I'm melting in your eyes, like my first time, that I caught fire, please stay with me, lay with me now."
:blackrose:
~chevshocktreatment:iconchevshocktreatment: May 25, 2008, 6:01:21 AM
Thank you very much for the fav, Amber.

ily!
~gothictweetybird11:icongothictweetybird11: May 3, 2008, 7:36:04 PM
okay haha

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"I'm melting in your eyes, like my first time, that I caught fire, please stay with me, lay with me now."
:blackrose:
~sharebear9204:iconsharebear9204: May 3, 2008, 7:56:08 AM
Or atleast I'm thinking so.
Either that, or it is "edit profile".
I can't completely remember.

--
Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
Hold me Sam,
I hunger for you.

I may not be pretty,
Or even that smart.
I promise I'll try again,
Just please take my heart.
~gothictweetybird11:icongothictweetybird11: May 2, 2008, 11:10:16 PM
Okay. =]

--
"I'm melting in your eyes, like my first time, that I caught fire, please stay with me, lay with me now."
:blackrose:
~sharebear9204:iconsharebear9204: Apr 30, 2008, 6:25:55 PM
Settings.

--
Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
Hold me Sam,
I hunger for you.

I may not be pretty,
Or even that smart.
I promise I'll try again,
Just please take my heart.
~gothictweetybird11:icongothictweetybird11: Apr 30, 2008, 2:28:54 PM
:glomp:
Hey I was wondering, How do I change my pw on here?

--
"I'm melting in your eyes, like my first time, that I caught fire, please stay with me, lay with me now."
:blackrose:
~sharebear9204:iconsharebear9204: Apr 22, 2008, 6:53:52 PM
:hug:

--
Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
Hold me Sam,
I hunger for you.

I may not be pretty,
Or even that smart.
I promise I'll try again,
Just please take my heart.
~gothictweetybird11:icongothictweetybird11: Apr 22, 2008, 1:18:23 PM
mhm :hug:

--
"I'm melting in your eyes, like my first time, that I caught fire, please stay with me, lay with me now."
:blackrose:
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